I keep slipping further and further into this hole.
It keeps getting deeper, and i'm not getting anywhere.
You look at me and say, 'its all right everything will be okay.'
Yet you don't give me a hand, you don't help me out.
But then i hit the bottom,
i find out i was standing up the whole time.
i was just building walls around me,
and while you didn't give me your hand to grab,
you where knocking down my walls that i built.
You were trying to get to me, i was just keeping you away.
I'm sorry, its just in defence i don't want to get hurt.
I don't want to get left behind.
I just want to thank you for careing enough to knock down my walls.
to break through the barrier.
i love youuuu;;
---so random, i don't build walls anymore, but i remember when i did... Gosh.
---i just wanted to write, it was on my mind so yeah... :)
---haha, i drew one of these, THIS ISN'T THE ONE I DREW. :)
---its sweeeeeeet. <3 awww.
JakBaronKing
It is normal for people to justify their actions...
But we've got to accept responsibility and tackle life head on.
That's why I don't agree with the idea of an after life of pure bliss...that's okay to just...shirk off the problems in our life cause we think that when we die, we'll go to heaven.
God does not look well upon people who are irresponsible and indifferent.
And whenever we are told...we are doing something wrong...we justify ourselves...give reasons why we "have" to be sad...and where words of encouragement are interpreted as words of "attack."
The kids of the world demonstrate such amazing heart!
<a href="http://www.pbs.org/wnet/wideangle/video/watch-full-episodes/school-the-world-a-global-education-challenge/272/">http://www.pbs.org/wnet/wideangle/vid eo/watch-full-episodes/school-the-wor ld-a-global-education-challenge/272/</a>
More heart than most people can ever experience or acquire.
So we must learn NOT to justify ourselves...that's just building a wall around us...a wall of excuses, shame, and un-motivation. God cannot save those who don't accept themselves or accept life. And neither will friends be able to reach you.
Ever meet those type of people? They are always putting their guard up and can't tell the difference between friends and enemies.
Sometimes we must listen, and look at ourselves REAL hard...to accept and desire change is far better than denial and not improving.
Many people are in denial of themselves because they do not want to change.
But we must if we want to grow...
Like God's Grace...he is the sun and water...but only the plant can grow on it's own.