So welcome to the world, where everything is different.
When you can understand nothing and everything is a guess.
But the fun is there, make the very best of the situations you have.
While we are still here, lets make it a game.
So welcome to our lives.
Make a mess of it and enjoy your time,
Hang up side down, and don't stop laughing.
This world in which we live our lives is amazing,
nothing is ever perfect and most of it is a disaster.
But, a loving friend and the loving family is what we need to get by.
Although i don't understand what you are trying to tell me now,
I do understand this; life is what you make of it.
And love is what you get by living through it.
The grass is always greener on the other side, so just get over it and start watering your grass.
You live your life, don't trying living to be in some one elses.
So while we are still alive and still young lets go crazy and have some fun.
So welcome to the world were your life is the solution.
Look at it from a different veiw, you just might fide it entertaining.

I saw the sun rise just over that peak.
I watched as it slowly rose above that hill.
I felt the chilled freash morning air on my face.
And i felt the dew soaked grass between my toes.
And then i thought about how complicated life can all get.
But then i remembered we are the ones living out lives.
It gets complicated because we make it get complicated.
And we don't bother with stopping things from getting out of hand.

Today I will see the clouds roll over head.
I will watch birds as they fly back to their nest.
I will feel the warm sun beat upon my face and the cool breeze flow though my hair.
And i will touch the warm grass and play with the lose leaves.
And i will realise that my life is one among the many, its not bad.
I will take hold of what i have, search for what i want, and let go of what i don't need.
We get down because we let ourselves get down, there is always a brighter side.
But we don't search for much anymore, we look at what is right infront of us.

Tonight i will gaze at the stars as they sparle in the dark sky.
I will hear the day animals as they go to rest, and the night animals as they come to play.
I will feel the cool summer night wrap itself around my shoulders.
I will feel the warm road as i walk along its edge.
And i will remember how this day has gone by like so many others.
Yet it is one of its own, and no other day will be the same.
I will look forward for what life has in store for me tomorrow.
And remember everything that has happened to me, and use it to aid me in my journey.

My life isn't that bad, it could of been alot worse.

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i love my family.
they have tallent.
This flash movie thing was made by my cousin.
He rocks.
look at that, janga.
:)

so you say you don't understand?
its complicated?
its over the edge in a short time?
don't bother with understanding, and explaining is over rated.
well you think thats complicated, ever looked at your fingerprint?
thats over the edge, try hanging from a cliff face in a wedding dress.
because life is stange and unusual.
different everyday. nothing is ever the same.
Yesterday has been and gone,
Tomorrow is yet to come..
But today is now and still rolling.
So move along with life,
let it carry you from place to place.
facing each difficulty with your poker face.
and don't let them see right through you.
Because that little space you keep free in your heart,
let it be filled at a later date, with more words to be spoken and more actions to be taken.
And let the spot light shine where it may, just go your own way.

LIFE IS A BITCH.
get over it.
nothing is ever going to change that.

Stay behind because they don't want to let you ahead.
Move back because going forward can be more trouble.
But unfortunatly this can not always be so.
Things change, People move on.
And life will never be the same.
Its a sad thing because we don't always want it like that.
Never again can we have what we once had,
because now it is gone and its not coming back.
The people that were in your life and aren't there anymore left far a reason.
They didn't make it into your future because you didn't need them.
Sadly thats how it is.
Nothing will be the same again.

oh and by the way cow,
..go eat some grass..
(not intended for anyone here)

oh and CareBearCommando, i wrote that in english...
just for your information.

I could scream into the faces of humanity.
Cry from anger and run away.
but there is problem with that,
i can't run away, because its always there.
plus i need you.
although, i swear by my grave you don't need me.
but i wont cry because my eye liner will run.
thats what happens when you do your best.
don't worry about it.
its nothing...
just empty and dark.
the shadows to befriend.
its there always.
hiding our thoughts and ourselves from the life that lays beyond.
sheilding us from what could be seen.
Say whatever you want to.. i don't need it.

I'm sorry that I'm not the prettiest.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.
I'm sorry I'm not the most extravagant.
I'm sorry I can't be like her.
But I am who I am, I'm not sorry for that.
Because if I'm not myself, who will be?
I don't need you to like be for who I'm not.
I want you to be my friend, and like the way I am now.
I can't help it if you don't like me.
It doesn't worry me..
My imperfections are what make me myself.
They are what make me interesting.
Shove it up your arse.

I'd rather you back where you use to be.
instead of leaving me here, in the dark.
its not just my memories, but its everything around me.
the only thing thats missing is what it use to be.
things were different.
But time keeps on ticking,
and our lives keep on changing,
things are torn apart, and some are mended.
Things become confusing and i am over whelmed.
it must be the end of the school year,
i feel it all caving in.

The storms roll past as a deathy awakening.
The rain buckets down like there isn't enough time for it.
The winds howl past your windows and the children begin to cry.
The thunder it rolls, reminding us theres more.
And the lightning it strikes, short flashes of light.
When we are in this world we have to keep in mind.
There is always something bigger,
Always something better,
Theres always something that will put you in your place.
Show you who is boss.
And never let you forget it.
Well the storms roll past.
Just look up in wonder.
The excelent beauty of the world around us.
The danger it shows and the excitement it gives.
I love this storm i never want it to end.

I know i've always been a fool.
Floating yet still sinking.
I can't hear the warning.
The noises from this world of overtaken my thoughts.
I know i've always been a fool.
I just can't keep myself away from it all.
I can't hold myself down.
When life pushes me round, i just have to get up.
I know i've been the fool at heart,
I know i've been a fool, not too smart.
I know its nothing new,
But i've always been the fool.
I never thought it would go through it all,
then it finish up like this.
But thats just life,
an unexpected turn at a strange intersection.
I knew i was a fool.
But i'll just smile about it.

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Although i know i've always been a fool at heart.
I never knew i would go through it all like this.

So give it a smile.

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What is this?

I'll be your strength, when nights get to long.
I'll be your hope, when you feel you don't belong.
keeping you faith when its gone, because i know how you feel.
The one you should call is standing here all along,
I'll take you in my arms, shield you from the world.
and hold you right where you belong, in my heart.
Till the day when life is through, and everything is gone.
this i priomise you.
I'll love you forever, even life times before.
And i will be your friend, with the long days to come.

bffl;;