haha, and i came with art. ^_^

only drawn today so woo.

check it out. <3

newest photo in my photography files. keepin' on going.

we haunt each other...
i haunt them and they haunt me, its the way things just happen to be.

we don't have much say these days, because i can't control them anymore.
i can't believe i just lay here on this floor.

day in and day out nothing changes;
the world spins round and yet nothing falls off.

gravity; applied force and counteract the force...
everything is running its course.

all i see when i look around me are fake smiles looking back.
tears silently roll down the cheeks, bobbing over the creases from those cheesy fake grins.

i cringe inside, someones smile just went limp, they broke the mold of old.
questions pop up, opinions are buried under lies.

you wear that mask; yet it doesn't only hide your face...
you've hidden the opinions, beliefs and other such differences,
Just to be a barbie of the modern world.

off the spot i got a little bored with my last post, this is pretty lame itself... just words grouped together.

PHOTOGRAPHY!

i really just love it so much...
fun fun fun fun fun fun!

-life is like photography; we develop from the negatives.

(5:30am in between the middle of no where and no when; the sunrises with every new day.)
oh and no edit. :D
australia out there. ;) just waking up.

i think sometimes we give up because there seems to be no other way out...
its the only logical reason apart from getting scared or just being to lazy to carry on with the job at hand.

did you ever once believe in happiness when only the hardest moments were left to walk through? did you ever once think that maybe there was only a shimmer of light at the end of the dark tunnel? well there was always hope for the young blind; there was always hope for anyone really...

did you ever once expect that there was more to life than just the beginning and the end?
when the story books were open did you ever want to see the next page without flipping it?

the impossible is what we hope for most of all,
unfortunately we mere humans turn the possible into the impossible because of our laziness.
this is a shame really because when you lose hope, you lose your belief system.
but these are just the ramblings of a poetic 15 year old.
there is no sense of justice.

new favorite song.. ?

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-i haven't posted for a while, i've been doing a million other things and really haven't had any time to write down poems of how i feel and stuff. :/ but i'm not too good at it either, so its of no real loss.

thanks for reading. :)

This is my wonderland.
The confusion, the times i get lost.
The tricksters.
Nothing is more than complete blindness in these empty halls.
All i see is the smile that leads me on, into the depths that have never been touched.
A surprise twist.
I cannot live without.
I love you thats all there is.

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'At times the world can seem an unfriendly and sinister place, but believe us when we say that there is much more good in it than bad. All you have to do is look hard enough. And what might seem to be a series of unfortunate events may, in fact, be the first steps of a journey.'
-Violet Baudelaire: A series of Unfortunate Events.

Okay, so i'm pretty dumb founded for a poem on this... surely after i have posted it i will think of one.
But in some of the smaller towns around the Victoria area have been destroyed by the terrorizing fires which have swept through destroying everything in their paths.

Family's have been given the choice of either running away leaving their home behind, or to stay and defend their homes to the best of their ability.

So far there have been 189 lives lost to these devastating fires, and the toll is expected to keep rising. The gruesome reality of the search through the homes of many people has become clearer to the police, as they admit that it is difficult to identify whether the remains come from one person, or if its even a human.

Family's have been seperated... Fearing the worst for their loved ones.

Calm weather on Monday again helped firefighters put in containment lines around the five fires still burning in Victoria.

Donations to the Australian Red Cross for the Victorian Bushfire Appeal 2009 would be gratefully accepted by the victims of the Victorian bushfires.
Donations can be made here:
http://www.redcross.org.au/vic/se rvices_emergencyservices_victorian-bus hfires-appeal-2009.htm

The school i attend had a "non uniform" day with gold coin donation (any amount really) to help raise money for the Appeal... With a little less than 400 students we managed to raise over $1000. This isn't an enormous amount but every little bit counts for these people.

Its not only the humans that are being put out, but also the animals;
Our land is and has been under the conflicts of water and fire.

[another news brief, North Queensland is currently in need of help with the floods... Which has closed the roads, which in turn stopped a percentage of food getting to the towns affected by the floods...
But thats another story.]

days linger and people ponder.
lets walk the mystery together...
back to back the fought them off.
we played king of the castle,

till the day we die,
we call each other blood brothers.
united under the southern sky.
the pride of our nation runs thick in our blood.

okay so yesterday i was in a big writing mood...
and all i did really was babble.
but here is what i wrote, it doesn't make too much sence...
more of a collection of words more than anything.

ow please if you may, tell me the truth.
when you rest your head at night, before you close your eyes;
do you think of the times that have past, or the times to come?
and tell me dear friend, is any of this of my doing?
for beyond the grave of thought i lay as it is,
deeply mesmerized by the many thoughts casually overtaking my mind;
that like of some insanity streak, they fluidly force themselves through hence bringing forth more unintelligible questions, with understandable answers.
but that is beyond the point of return...
and is of no importance to me right now. what i am merely trying to say is, or just asking really:

do tell me when your wanting me to depart.
for i would not like to force upon you some gravitating pain.

When I'm lost in myself, running to find a way out.
I had you helping me all along, how blind could i be.
I thank you for this and the way you make me feel.
It amazes me that when I turn around and look in your eyes,
i suddenly get the courage to go that extra mile just for you.
That when your in trouble I will always have the strength to stand up for you.
That when you're down, I'll always have that smile to make you happy...

because thats how my life rolls by, not with one look to the past but rather taking in the side views.
:)