LIFE:::

Run.Create.Push. ----- Sit.Destroy.Pull.
Kick.Ask.Change. ----- Hit.Say.Sustain.
Give.Optimise.Search. ----- Take.Pessimize.Lose.
See.Write.Dance. ----- Blind.Erase.Stand still.
Dreams.Spin.Hear. ----- Nightmares.Stand.Ignore.
Fly.Desire.Move. ----- Drop.Hate.Stop.
Relax.Brawl.Kiss. ----- Work.Hold.Slap.

Gosh... thats weird....

Hi'ya!

you are my recurring dream, my never ending nightmare..
my comfort in the night.. keep me safe..
you left me alone when i wanted you the most of all..
i've lost sleep, felt sick inside, because of you..
save me...
keep me safe when i sleep...
although i should be able to fend for myself in this world i would like that comfort.
some one cares, although i don't know how much.
i saw these words although they are just specks of dirt in your vision.
(: love is a confusing thing.

Hmm...

is it me or is it them, that makes me feel so lonely at night..
thinking that i'm the imperfection leading bringing them closer together..
it's hard for me to keep my head up now..
i want it to feel right..
by the time you will read this, i'm far from gone.
i'll be away from comflicts of my heart..
there will be nothing for me to think about..
when you have decided in your heart.. i'll be gone.
he was right all along.. whats wrong with me?
i'm not a robot, i have more emotions..
although i feel lonely and forgotten... i am still happy with life, although it could be better.

These walls around me...
They crumble around me, falling down.
the bricks they fall all around me.
i'm breaking it down, one by one.
i've been traped and secluded from the world.
lost in myself, but now i've found a way out.
it may be meaningless to run away from yourself.
but rather you should run away from what you have become.
these bricks that lay at my feet, are not dull and grey any longer.
they are now the colours of the rainbow.
something brighter everyday.

When someone says i can't do something, they place another brick on top of my wall..
Slow and gradually building it higher...
But with every brick placed there i have the urge, the firer inside of me,
driving me to proove them wrong..
Pushing me to be something more than their expectations...
Its how i live my life, it doesn't mean i'm unhappy...
I just have the firey red hair, the boiling blood, and the passion to push my limits.
even though in the doing of so i could get hurt...
But that gives me the stregth to get back up again, and keep at it.

If at first you don't succeed; try, try again. :)

My Super heroes don't go by the names of Superman, Batman, Wonder Woman, etc.
but they have amazing names of their own
In your eyes they don't have unnaturally amazing abilities.
but in mine,they are capable of anything.
They don't go around wearing the underpants on the outside of their skin tight clothes *most days :D*
but they are individuals all the same
Just because they don't wear a cape doesn't mean they can't fly.
they have the will power
They don't have massive muscles, *actually some have got big muscles O.O )
but they are strong.
they don't save the whole world around me, but they did save mine.
They don't come crashing out of the sky when i scream help,
instead they come running to my side when i don't say anything..
They don't need xray vision to see inside me,
They already know how i work...

i need them, i owe them, i love them...

There are many more ways to describe my heroes...

All i need is a push in the right direction.
with you by my side i will be fine.
a smile on your face will make me shine.
i love you, something about how you make me feel.
its all i need right now.

When i'm lost in myself, running to find a way out.
i had you helping me all along, how blind could i be.
I thank you for this and the way you make me feel.
When something isn't right you can make me smile. :)

It amazes me that when i turn around and look in your eyes,
i suddenly get the courage to go that extra mile just for you.
That when your in trouble i will always have the strength to stand up for you.
That when your down, i'll always have that smile to make you happy... :)

Your comforting hand i find placed on my shoulder.
Your reassuring words i find placed within me.
Your love never failing is surrounding me.
Your invisible, but i have put my faith fulling in you.
Keep me safe, this will be a rough ride.
But i will do it for you, keep me in line.
In your strength i trust fully, hold me above the raging current.

Dedicated to my friends. and my BEST BEST BEST friend, Jesus.

;LOVE is being hyper dinosours together. ^^