Your never there when i call out for you.
You never hear what i have to say.
I listen with intent, but am ignored in response.
My cries of sadness are never heard..
I never stop running, but you don't care to stop me.
Everything you say is important, but what i say is rubbish.
You made me do all the work.. Nothing in return.
I smile when i see you, but you never notice..
My tears they fall, but who will notice...
The only one to catch me is the ground below my feet.

Because I am the wind, invisible to sight.
You see right through me,
Never taking any notice...
Because I am the wind,
invisible to you...

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Another story,

i had this canvas thing, with a bunch of poems on it...
i was so mad and sad i jumped on it,
i smashed it on the bar, i shoved my knee through it.
and then i put it in the bin..

i feel better now, but i still feel shit.

Friendship:
the hope of a nation.
the cry of the world.
together we scream it out.
together we live it out.

We laugh together.
We cry together.
We smile together.
And we will always walk together.
We will stand together forever

A true friendship is one where your not afraid to be yourself.
Where you can show how you truely feel.
And where no situation nor distance can seperate it.

The friendship we share i could describe like that.
Maybe it wasn't you that i feel in love with,
Maybe it was our friendship.

In a true friendship, it doesn't matter what happens, just how you feel.

maybe.. its time to face the reality..
maybe.. my prince in shining armour is just wraped in crumpled foil..
maybe.. he isn't that charming after all we been through..
maybe.. he doesn't even know i exist..
maybe.. he just wont come to me..
maybe.. i am sleeping beauty, with no beauty.
maybe.. i am not sleeping, i'm just dead.
maybe.. i was cinderella, but he didn't bring back my shoe, he gave it to the perfect one.
maybe.. i should just throw in the towl, and walk away.
none of this should matter to me anyway.
i know it wont happen..

i am not brave..
i am not coragous..
i am not strong..
i am not any of those things, with out you.
i stand straight and tall when you lean on me,
but colapse when you move away.
without you i am nothing.
without you i am cowardly..
without you i am scared..
without you i am weak..
so you can lean on me when you need to i don't mind,
i'm just afraid of letting you down, falling apart and away from you.
so for now i will stand next to you, like i hope to always do.
but when i fall behind, i will be looking for someone to push me back.
to help me get along this long path, to find a way..

While your lost in your thoughts, think for those others.
Keep them in your mind from the smallest of things.
Remind yourself of how they make you feel.
When your lost in your thoughts remember those who fought for you.
Think of how they gave their life for what you hold true.
Keep in mind what they sacraficed for you.
When your lost in your thoughts remember those who stand by you.
Remember the times they stuck by your side thick or thin?
Keep hold of those memories that lay within.
When your lost in your thoughts remember those who made you cry.
Keep in mind when things got tough they left you in despair.
Remember the times when they were never there.
When your lost in your thoughts remember those who made you laugh.
Remember the simplest of things would make you laugh.
Keep in mind the smile on their face when they made you smile.
When your lost in your thoughts remember them all.
Even the smallest, the smallest of small.
Because a friend is a friend no matter how small.

Hahahaaa, last night i was like up to all hours of the morning, and i got caught out.
But then i told him that i was on newgrounds chatting, and he just told me:
"you know geeky late nights have been linked to obesseity?"
haha, it was just so random.
And then we started talking about the airforce, army and the navy.. linking to a conversation i had last night.
And we started talking and now i'm considering going to RAAF... just check it out a bit before though...
I don't know... and my new favorite plane is the F-111... its pretty chill. Bad ass.

(thanks alot. >_< )

Gah! it practically all my fault but who gives a rats arse.
it freaking hurts, and its killing my arm.

Its gay to have it at this age.
and the wrist brace is so restricting.
i have to type with one hand...

And if you don't know what RSI is.... repetitive strain injury
proberly caused by the amount i type... and playing the tenor...

Symptoms of an overuse injury can be any of the following:
-burning, aching or shooting pain that can be restricted to small sites, such as fingertips, or settle in a larger area such as the forearm (Yep, hurts like crazy)
-tremors, clumsiness and numbness (numbness yeahhh...)
-fatigue or lack of strength (ehh... not so much)
-weakness in the hands or forearms to the extent that it is difficult to perform even simple tasks such as lifting a bag of shopping (yep, i couldn't lift a plastic chair. what the hell!)
-difficulty with normal activities like opening doors, chopping vegetables, turning on a tap (i couldn't open the door to get out of a shop. D: )
-chronically cold hands, particularly the fingertips. (no thanks)

And i gotta go back to school, and limit my activities... HA! blow that for a joke!
But i guess i have to rest it, and get mum to make an appointment at the doctor.. eh.

Baby let this life take you away.
Carry you to your dreams.
Let it help you find what you have.
Keep hold of it.
Live with it.
And work with it.
Until it leaves you and says good-bye.
Because thats all you had,
and now its gone.

Life only comes around once.
So why don't you live while you can.
Don't ever hold back.
Give it your all.
Forgive but never forget.
Love without fear.
Kiss with passion.
and Keep that fire inside burning bright.

Your cute and caring.
Your there all the time.
Your my best friend in the world.
So faithful and loving.
Your my buddy and pal.
I can count on you when i feel down.
You make me smile all round.
Your my baby, Your my dog.
:)

Isn't my dog the best! i love her.

Pepe Le Pew...

Although he may be annoying and somewhat smelly. He is very persistent.

And somewhat cute. ^^