welcome to the world of self destruction.
the place we call home.
broken in half by divorce and death.
times are rough and its survival of the fittest.
everyone is out to find themselves when they are sitting right there.
"its all a dream", "this can't be happening", face it hun this is just life as it comes.
your wildest of dreams are yet to come as the world is spinning round.
keep your feet planted firm to the ground, and keep them there;
all they want to see is you trip just so they can get ahead.
poker faces are those of our favorite, we all have them... but not all of us use them.
sometimes the only true peace that we will ever find is in death... and not even that is certain.
just to be all pessimistic on you, the only certain things in life are taxes and death.

but there is always a silver lining... reach for the moon and you'll land among the stars.
and when it rains on your parade, go and dance in it.
really life is like a fast ride, starts off slow, then gets faster but every ride has a stopping point.
because life is what you make of it, and not what others make.
live YOUR life and you wish and help others out.
hold on tight its going to be a bumpy ride, but thats the fun.

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she died, and she's not coming back, its not a bad dream and i'm not going to wake up.
but thats life, and everything has an end.

Were closer than you think.
We fight, and we keep the peace.
altogether we love each other.
we grow closer with each difference.

so he drinks and smokes, i can smell it.
i still love him just the same.
she's got some kind of depression... she gets kinda crazy.
i love her too.
they are all the same to me... my family.
i love them. no matter how hard it is sometimes.

my brother he annoys me, but thats what he does.
he's my brother i love him to.
and my sister, she's just... well a little sister.
i love her to.
and no matter how different i am to them
i love them more than anything the world can offer.

because friends come and go, but your family you will have forever.

as one of my extended family said,
"you can pick your nose, but you can't pick your family."

haha, funny people they are.

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oh and he's a cool dude. ^-^

Mistakes are made,
Times we did the opposite of what we had to do.
Times we ignored that voice inside.
Debts are paid.
To those we have hurt.
To those we have broken.
Hearts are shattered,
Into pieces of what we held close.
Scattered across the floor and trod upon by strangers.
Souls are battered.
And Bruised.. left as a pile of moosh.
Blue and Black, without a use...
What we have to live with is the quilt of our mistakes.
And what we do is all up to us..
Its our life we can't expect others to live it for us.
Take our blame, and sit in our place.
Its up to us, to face our fates.

Thoughts run wild like the deer in the forest.
Ducking, Diving, Weaving, Raceing.
Finding a way out, or trying to find the way back in.
Shot down by the man with the gun.
As our thoughts run free we find it harder and harder to keep out grip on reality.
As every person thinks the world because that bit more dangerous.

Our lives are like Horror movies.
We can hear the voices shouting, screaming for us.
Yet our mindless bodies ignore the warnings.
We know the bad guys, they hide in the shadows, its in the script.
Yet thats where we walk.
Our lives are the horror movies.
Fate is the script, the way we head, can't add some of you own flare.
The flare comes when the lights flicker and everything blacks out.
Their screams arn't important anymore.

The happiness of life is what you feel inside.
Dreams you've kept running for all those years.
"i want to be a fire man."
"i want to be a princess."
"i want to be a cook."
"i want to be a pro wrestler."
"i want to be a dad."
"i want to be a tattoo artist."
"i want to be a doctor."
"i want to be a mum."
But have forgotten because they seemed so out of reach.
Do you know that happiness? Do you remember those dreams?
They have never been too out of reach, persistance.
And to believe in yourself.
Every thing is possible if you put your mind, soul and heart to it.
To give up, is to refuse everything.
The disappointment to let ones self down,
just by giving up.
I suppose its your choice though.

Amazing how one person can do so much.
Change one life with a simple touch.
Change the world with just one life.
It could cause so much strife.

But each person can change the world.
With just a word.
Because the voice is the greatest tool of all.

Some don't know how to use it.
Some don't have the strength.
Some don't use it enough.
Some don't have the courage.

Some voices can silence the crowds.
Some words can spread like clouds.

The strongest are always the ones who make the mark.
The strongest aren't always heard.
Yet at times its the smalles of voices that have changed the world.
The smallest that usher the world.
And the sweetest that can hold everyones attention.

Think of the small child, whose voice is soft and smooth.
Sweet to the ear.
Think of that old man, whose voice is so strong and rough.
Captivating of the stories form years it may tell.

Its amazing what one person can do.
Its amazing what one voice can say.

Our hearts burn bright,
like a fire burning through the night.
the darkest of times are yet to come so...
let your heart burn bright.
join them together, they will fight...

Let's set them on fire,
So they burn all the better,
So they light our way so we can just say..
Our hearts burn like fires in the night.

There's no rain that could put out my flame,
Because it burns on love,
the everlasting type.
I love my life and i'd never trade.
I love my land, forever it will stand.

So my heart burns on,
like a fire in the night.
No rain can put it out.
my love is too strong for it.

As they once fell short of what they once wanted.
And all they had left was the love they now share.
Once was full but is now empty,
their chest is left with the heart that beats eternally.
never ending love,
just for eachother.

When time runs short and life stops running.
And forever seems like a distant memory.
They will stick together,
Their love will hold them tight and nothing can stop it.
Because forever will last past death.
Love is that strong.

Everytime they are together,
the world hold still.

-i don't really understand... i just kept typing.

Every one thinks about their future.
Its just not natual not to.
so when you think forward,
keep this in mind.
Never stay in the future for long,
because then its all you think about.

We have to live now, and do what we can do now.
We can't live tomorrow, and do what we should tomorrow.
Now is the time to live.
So pick up your bags, and do it.

and ONE DAY that might be a picture i put there under your skin.

And she screamed 'romeo save me.'

But baby in this world there are too many romeo's.
They get so close, then rip away in an instant.
Baby, now they break your heart.
Yet they still want to stay afterwards.
Thats what you get when your pretty like you.

So hunnie keep your head up high,
Because all they want to do is have you.
The only way to keep them at bay is to...
stop being as pretty as you are now.

To you, my great friend.
Only guys that don't break hearts are daddys.

This was my last assignment for the year... i hope. (:
And yeah... woo it was only worth a B so i lived up to my expectations.
We had to chose a pacific island.. so i chose hawaii, sort of left it abit... thinking..
so i had to draw something up fairly fast because making a model is past my ability.....

This year has been one of the many greats for me.
My friends i hold close, and the memories i share with them,
they will never fade like the old picture.
There have been ups and downs, but that doesn't matter,
its just made the year unexpected and fun.
My class has grown in many ways except numbers.
And next year i will gather close to my friends for another year.
And I hope it brings as much fun as this year.

School has only consisted of halo... halo... sport... halo... sport and the alike.
Next week is all fun and games... nothing much left for school.

Anyway, here is my assignment...